You know that you can't escape your desires, blackmail is one of them, it's something that you just can't get away from, that's because you NEED to be blackmailed, the rush of it, the thought of Me taking over you and your life excites you too much. I want you to sit with Me today and open your mind to the idea of actually giving in, of giving Me the power as you give yourself the rush. My soft intelligent words know how to make you weak, so let your mind absorb My words like a sponge and in turn I'll absorb your information.