Very few of you know I've had big troubles last summer with doing public stuff in a mall in a fitting room and it left me traumatized enough to stay away from malls/too crowded places for a looong ass time. Well, like a week ago I felt like I could be ready to restart these cute little "activities" of mine with a different mindset and more responsible action taking. ...bullshit, cause right off the bat I entered a brand new store that I've never stepped foot in and that obviously I'm not familiar with. It was the best guarded store I've seen in a very long time, with way more employees that seemed more attentive and on guard about stuff than other places. I was determined to do a really really bad thing and I brought my favorite dildo with me, but I was extremely nervous about getting caught. Even so, I deepthroated on that huge dildo a few times and drooled all over myself, the bra, a bit on the counter and on the ground as well. All while stuff was happening behind the unguaranteed safety of my curtains. Other girls talking, walking by and at some point an employee moved from one fitting room to another that had a common wall with mine. Scared the crap out of me. Some people believe the cabin is empty and they open the curtain with the speed of light, and that's my biggest fear. Especially since I'm trying to keep quiet. Maybe I should let out more gagging sounds next time so I can make it obvious that someone is definitely inside....doing really interesting try-ons with clothes that I'm not gonna buy. Anyhow, I left a big spot of spit on that black bra and everything else (I was during my unlucky part of the month so I couldn't show or do as much as I wanted to) and when the noises became too anxiety inducing, I stopped and decided to go. I looked at the bra and realized that it's soooo gonna be visible and obvious to touch that it's wet and slimy. There was a guy that was guarding the fitting rooms and I was supposed to give the products that I'm not gonna buy to him. I had a blouse, another bra and the dirty now ruined bra that I had to leave but a pair of flip flops that I needed to buy. I was so embarrassed of possible suspicions and so scared to get in trouble that all I wanted was to give him the clothes and hope he's not gonna check them that quickly, then leave as soon as I could. But the wiseass (me, i'm the wiseass) decided to still go to the checkout and pay. So I handed the guy the bra along with the rest while trying to keep it cool, and I went to the checkout. I never got out of a store that fast in my life. Everything went good but I know that he touched it and felt it and figured out someone did something absolutely disgusting few minutes after I left. My paranoic traumatized brain was expecting at any minute to be stopped by security or something, but I was ok. After I left the mall I knew I was safe and the guilt&fear quickly turned into proud and evil ish happy ;) That being said, I'm gonna slowly try and regain my courage to go into fitting rooms and just do....shenanigans like this. Way more than I did this time. Planning on spit but more extreme if the timing and conditions are good. Anyways, it's extremely late and I need to go to bed so I guess enjoy my video and tomorrow I'm coming right back with the rest of the videos I've prepared :) Tags: public nudity, fitting room, risky, exhibitionist, exhibitionism, voyeur, embarrassed naked female, ENF, spit, gag reflex, huge dildo, destroying clothes, ruining clothes, wet and messy, drool, lingerie, bra, mean, anxious.