I'm sure that you're already squeezing that little bulge in your hand, aren't you wanker? you cannot control the urge of stroking your hard-on no matter what, as it's the single way you can feel sexual pleasure. Right? Good. It's an addictive way of pleasing yourself, experiencing the rush of arousal, the high point of satisfaction close to climax then the body twitching followed by frustration & the desire to try again...to keep going, to keep pumping, edging until you start gooning, losing yourself into a mindless state of arousal! It's such an addictive rush, you crave to feel it always, to never release your orgasm. Once you do, those guilty thoughts start taking over, as you wish for that moment of gooning to never end, to never stop ,to never cum again! Think about it...it's not even about you or Me or pleasing your cock..it's about your dependency on masturbation!