This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where I respond and assign tasks to your Confessions and Questions. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images or videos for me to review. This will take the place of any other correspondence I have with you guys. If you want to interact with me, this is the only way. I will try and respond to all submissions with a video that you can purchase on here. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #16: I answer a message from Bi Ben about his quest to find the perfect gay Bear. Ben writes, "Goddess, My issues haven't been willingness or opportunity but trust. About 20 years ago (I was in my late 20's at the time), I found a Dom couple, I was so excited. Things took a horrific turn after being blind folded a giant anal plug was shoved into my, causing significant tearing. It was awful, and they were just the assholes about it. Later I found an amazing Dom, he was perfect, leather step-Daddy, an actual RN in his real life, but I could never let my guard down to fully trust him. We would play from time to time but I would never fully let my guard down for years. Eventually he and his sub husband (his husband would join from time to time) came to see me perform in a play, they were genuine, and kind. It took years for me to embrace them. We had a great summer in 2017. I topped his sub, they had the whole sex swing I got to be tied up in, three glorious months and then they had to move away. I don't think I will ever find something quite that magical. I often fantasize about the three of us going on vacations together. It was a dynamic unlike anything I have ever seen before. I kind of wanted to add a little about my 'evolution.' I was definitely quite the pink panty wearing sissy back in the day and I love those times. But in last couple years, actually from that amazing summer with the Dom and his sub husband, less pink sissy and more black jock. All things men, nothing pink for me anymore (but still love and support my pink sissy step-sisters) but now I just like the pure masculinity. But without the toxicity, like a giant ape cuddling a kitten. "step-Daddy doesn't need to spank me for wearing panties, step-Daddy is going to reward me for being a good boy and wearing a jock form him."..Just love that power but restrained and making it all sensual. Goodbye for now, thank you for this podcast. Bi Ben" Buy this clip to hear my advice for Ben, along with his task. Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Cock Worship, FemDom POV, Female Domination, Cuck, Cuckold, Imposed Bi, Cum Eating Instructions, CEl, Sissy Slut, Sissy Training, Sissification, Cock Sucking, Cock Sucker, Dick Sucking, Blowjob, Blow Job Training, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Faggot, Mesmerize, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cuck, Cuckie, Cuckold, Cock Sucking, Cock Worship, Gay Humiliation, Bondage, BDSM, JOI, Jerk Off Instructions, Gangbang, Gang Bang, Pegging, Strap-on, Strapon, Girl Cock, Pussy Denial, Orgasm Control, Ruined Orgasm, Ruined Orgasms, Audio Only