I hate goodbyes. I filmed the first part of this video fully expecting to quit smoking: I had hone to the doctor, gotten some pills. I was scared--but motivated, excited! I'm still proud to say I managed to quit for a whole week. Although relapsing was inevitable. In the second part of this video, I decided to record myself finally indulging after 7 days. You can see the pleasure/desperation in my face expressions, as I suck on the filter with my beloved Marlboro Red 100 with deep, long drags, one after the other! Also includes: darkside dialogue x