You have so much guilt from your former religion. But, you have begun to fetishize it. You get aroused by thinking about being evil and indulgent. You want a demonic Woman to manipulate you and control your soul. Fear and guilt make you back out every time. Maya Sinstress doesn't need your permission to control your mind and turn you into her dark puppet servant. She can use her black magic against you. She's gathered some of your personal supplies to make a voodoo doll of you. Now, she has complete control over your mind, body and soul. Sinstress is going to make you her evil disciple. You will denounce your former religion and pledge yourself to Sinstress. Welcome to the Dark Side.