Lock yourself in chastity before this (or sit on your hands and struggle).   Little losers like you don’t deserve orgasms, stroking your cock doesn’t suit you.  I don’t want you to touch yourself for me.  I want you denied, and your cock, ignored.   The balance is skewed exactly how it should be.  I deserve these orgasms.   I deserve this endless pleasure, your dedication, your tributes, everything.   Just consider how generous I am.  Being permitted to see me like this,  to soak in my noises, my latex, my shuddering breath and orgasmic squeals.  To see my pleasure.   I just love rubbing in how pathetic you are.