It's never going away. Once you got that taste, it's engrained in you forever. There's no going back to any sense of "normalcy" or any relationship before it was disclosed how much you REALLY love cock. Disclosed to yourself, and disclosed to me. I mean you really go crazy for it, don't you? and you plan to even go DEEPER into cock addiction than you already are right now. At this point. it's safe to say that you are going to be a cock slut forever. There's no denying it. It's become a part of your life, and even if you try to bury it, it will ALWAYS surface into a raging hard addiction.