This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where I respond and assign tasks to your Confessions and Questions. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images or videos for me to review. This will take the place of any other correspondence I have with you guys. If you want to interact with me, this is the only way. I will try and respond to all submissions with a video that you can purchase on here. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. ***IN THIS EPISODE #30: I respond to a message from Heidi Mckinley. I am joined by the fabulous Mistress Raven in this episode! Heidi writes, " I am a sissy slut with a huge gaped wide boi pussy, my wife sometimes feed my need of a huge dildo and strapon fucks me every now and then with my huge dildo collection..i have all mr hankeys dildos sizes from xxl to xxxxl and i take the xxl and xxxl balls deep. She fucks me and dominates me every now and then but not a full life style she doesn’t allow me pussy and only when she is not fucking me she gives me her finger to rub my tiny 1 inch clitty..she doesn't spit on me but she ballbusts me real good.. I need her to first make it a real life style and also I need to be her cucky i want her to have pleasure because during the 9 years of marriage i never satisfied her pussy not once, she fakes orgasm all the time but she doesn’t humiliate me and i need her to do so. I want her to spit on me and feed me her spit and my cum.. I need her to order me to obey her and worship her feet and be under her feet always. I’m dying to get out of the closet even though I’ve been getting huge dildos for the past 20 years" Buy this clip to hear our response to Heidi. Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Cock Worship, FemDom POV, Female Domination, Cuck, Cuckold, Imposed Bi, Cum Eating Instructions, CEl, Sissy Slut, Sissy Training, Sissification, Cock Sucking, Cock Sucker, Dick Sucking, Blowjob, Blow Job Training, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Faggot, Mesmerize, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cuck, Cuckie, Cuckold, Cock Sucking, Cock Worship, Gay Humiliation, Bondage, BDSM, JOI, Jerk Off Instructions, Gangbang, Gang Bang, Pegging, Strap-on, Strapon, Girl Cock, Pussy Denial, Orgasm Control, Ruined Orgasm, Ruined Orgasms, Self suck, Self Sucking, Selfsuck, Self Facial, Humiliation Task