You might just want to jerk off. But Miss Deviant has other plans. She does allow you to stroke your cock, but only while she instructs you to administer some very cruel CBT on your cock and balls. It's going to be very challenging for you, but if you want the pleasure, you have to take the pain. Have some string and clothes pins with you before you begin watching – you ARE going to need them. And as you suffer for Miss Deviant's pleasure, just think about the orgasm you might get at the end of it. That ruined orgasm – because Miss Deviant only enjoys it when she's being cruel!