Speaking with your therapist leads to clinical and methodical jerk off instructions within a calm, private office setting. I understand your frustrations. You've somehow lost the urge, the desire, and the ability to enjoy masturbation the way you used to. It's become monotonous, lacking of variety, and you've relied too much on your own imagination to guide you. The solution for that is to explore something different, away from the pattern you've gotten yourself in. Let me help professionally guide you with my very own JOI during our appointment. It should be gratifying for you, and a unique opportunity to study your reactions for me.