This was really great! Its incredible to experience the person behind the screen. In truth its heroic and courageous work that you do and one day the world will appreciate along with fields such as art, mental health and body healing/expression. I think it's also interesting that you have truly accepted your clients too and that you have boundaries with what is healthy for you. I think your leading edge ideas will happen and to some extent are happening now. I call my own recovery "Traumatic Sightseeing" and the world needs those guides such as you mentioned wanting to be! We often work in the shadows but we can bring some of what exists there to the light and experience/celebrate/accept it rather than live in shame secr,ecy and compulsion! Thanks for that you do and that you are becoming! Its not an easy road!