you love not saying the truth out loud. It give you a sense of security. Helps you curb that guilty conscience of yours. Well, I'm not beating around the big burning bush, not for a CHEATER. Yes, that's what you are. A cheater. A man who can't stay true to his wife. you vows mean nothing to you, and don't be fooled they mean nothing to Me as well, but you're not going to relish in the "gray area" anymore. you're a cheater, and if you want to cum you're going to admit that to yourself OUT LOUD!