This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where I respond and assign tasks to your Confessions and Questions. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload images or for me to review. I will try and respond to all submissions with a video that you can purchase on here. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #42: Jesse M writes, "I’m Jesse 22 years old. White male 120lbs 5’ 8" blue eyes blonde hair. Slender build. Gay and into black guys. I was on business in the Deep South. The town was new to me. I had worked hard all week I had been looking forward to the weekend and some fun, gay fun if I could find any. So far the bars I visited were your typical redneck bars, billiard tables, noisy testosterone smoke laden atmosphere and country music. The one gay bar I went to was very quite. It was getting late I gave up and decided to return to the hotel, maybe I’ll be lucky tomorrow night. I had taken a wrong turning and suddenly found myself walking along a dimly lit road. Most of the buildings looked derelict except for one as I got closer I saw a sign, Dick’s bar. The sign made me smile. I decided to go in and have a brew. I pushed the door open and went in. I perched myself on a barstool and ordered a brew. As I drank my brew I turned and glanced around the bar. 2 guys were playing billiard 4 other guys sat round a table, they looked to be in their late 20s mid 30s fit and athletic. They were all black guys, my ideal. I love black bodies and cocks, something real special about them. I looked away not wanting to make eye contact. The bartender was a tall black guy, 40ish and I guess about 250lbs. He wore an oversized singlet, which revealed his muscular arms and shoulders. When he moved you got flashes of his smooth chest and nipples. Testosterone loaded nasty looking guy. One of the guys that had been sitting at the table came to the bar. I got to know his name later, Melvyn he was 30ish 6’ and about 180lbs. He stood beside the stool I was sitting on; he looked at me with threatening eyes and said in a sneering manner, " We don’t get white dudes in here much". He let his muscular hairy arm brush against my arm. As much as I like black guys I was thinking this place is TOO threatening, maybe I should finish my brew and find my way to my hotel. I downed my brew and started to leave. He stopped me by placing his hands on my shoulder. He was inches from my face. I could smell the nicotine and booze on his breath as he said, "Why is a pretty white boy like you in a hurry, don’t you like it here?" "Its nothing like that I have to go." I attempted to push by him. He pushed me back against the bar. He gently ruffled my hair with his large Black Hand, and ran his fingers through it. I had a sudden surge of energy and tried to protect myself. The more I resisted the more he was determined to continue. Nothing worked he was stronger than I was. He was enjoying humiliating me in front of his homies; it made him feel good. I was scared, I was in a state of fear my whole body was shaking. I knew no one would come to my help. He looked at me and lazily stroked his hands over my shoulders and arms, down to my butt. "If you show me respect and do as I tell you, I’ll be nice to you. You be disrespectful and I’ll have to be nasty." He said in a deep voice. Then boomed "YOU UNDERSTAND."...(there's more, couldn't fit on here) **Keywords: Dicknosis, Cocknosis, Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Cock Worship, FemDom POV, Female Domination, Cuck, Cuckold, Imposed Bi, Cum Eating Instructions, CEl, Sissy Slut, Sissy Training, Sissification, Blow Job Training, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Fag, Faggot, Mesmerize, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cuck, Cuckie, Cuckold, Cock Worship, Gay Humiliation, Pussy Denial, Orgasm Control, Ruined Orgasm, Ruined Orgasms, Humiliation Task, Encouraged Feminization, BBC, Big Black Cock, Male Domination