This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where I respond and assign tasks to your Confessions and Questions. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. I will try and respond to all submissions with a video that you can purchase on here. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #45: Brian Bush writes, "As I have learned to fetishize large penises with my girlfriend, I have increasingly become sexually aroused by giant hard cocks! I have sucked cock with her, and even wore her satin panties while we both serviced a very large black cock. I love women, and don’t find men attractive. But, something is now wired in my brain to be extremely aroused by large penises, giving oral, and getting fucked in my ass. It has always been with women present, which was the key to the arousal. I am now seeking large cock on my own when I travel for work. Staying in cheaper hotels where there are lots of people walking around. I have started leaving curtains open a bit while wearing panties and rubbing my little dick. Sometimes I open the door and stand there scrolling on my phone while in shiny panties. Some guys shake their heads, some guys take long looks, and girls always laugh and smile. When it’s late at night I open the curtains even more, and leave a light on in the room. Then I play make-me-bi humiliation porn on my laptop and fuck my ass while stroking my dick. I even put on thigh highs last time and pumped my little dick to almost 6.5 inches! I love getting caught being a sissy faggot for big cock. I want to serve cock for women! Fetishizing the humiliation I feel for having a smaller penis and being aroused by wearing panties and craving big cocks has been a key to happiness!" Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Cock Worship, FemDom POV, Female Domination, Cuck, Cuckold, Imposed Bi, Cum Eating Instructions, CEl, Blow Job Training, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Faggot, Mesmerize, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cuck, Cuckie, Cuckold, Cock Worship, Gay Humiliation, Pussy Denial, Orgasm Control, Ruined Orgasm, Ruined Orgasms, Humiliation Task, Homo, Feminization, Sissification, Exhibitionist, Penis, Pump