The beautiful duality of being a weak, addicted and desperate gooner with no self control, While attempting to hold on to every last bit of will power existing in you… Grabbing on to your cock as hard as you can- As you go on yet another denial adventure. Not because you are fixated on the end goal- orgasm deprivation. But because, you hold on to the delusion that maybe, just maybe… This time it might just happen. That perhaps this time you will sprint past the finish line, For a hot, sticky, relieving sensation.