You've tried so hard to wean yourself off Miss Deviant, but yet again, you find yourself coming back for more. It's an addiction for you, to surrender all control and to beg Mistress to completely drain your wallet. She is all you think about during the day and all you dream about at night. Your mind is awash with images of her body, as you mentally travel around every single curve. When you fuck your wife, is Miss Deviant's face you see. That's how far under your skin she is. So sure, try to break your addiction. But you're only delaying the inevitable. You're already feeling that guilt whenever you spend money on yourself instead of giving it to Miss Deviant. It doesn't feel right. It's not the same as kneeling before Miss Deviant, kissing her feet, and begging her to take every penny you have. It's only a matter of time before you relapse and find your way back to her again. And when that happens, you'll be hers forever!