Lets count together all the reasons of your sexless life. Being a pussy free reject, being a premature ejaculator, having s small dick haha. It sucks being you as you cant handle a day without touching yourself. Ofc its hard to resist when you looking at me, you just cant help but your dick getting hard. But lest get back to your premature problem. You stopped dating women bcz of it don't you? And to compensate it you have found your safe space in the porn world. Masturbation became your daily routine and cant get over it. I could say this is exactly the reason you are notable to hold your load, this habit its corrupting your mind so bad that you craving nothing else but porn in life. And lets be honest this does not help at all to cure your premature ejaculation. The more you masturbate your dick the more sensitive you get it and the less control you have over it.