She reaches for the saliva full sloppy and slowly cuts away at her own flesh, carving intricate patterns into her skin as she goes. The rough flows freely as she continues to slice deeper and deeper, lost in the feeling of the blade against her skin. She moans in ecstasy as the pain and pleasure mix together, the room spinning around her as she loses herself in the moment. She revels in the feeling of power that comes with being able to hurt herself so deeply, so easily. The pain is her only solace in this world of darkness and despair.