Your porn habits are way out of control. You can’t possibly think that she will stay with you after she catches on. You’re a masturbation addict. You’d rather jerk off than have sex with her, and it’s been getting progressively worse. It’s only a matter of time that she finds out just how depraved you are and leaves you for good. But as long as you have porn, it doesn’t matter. You don’t need her when you can stroke and indulge in all of your sick little fantasies.