I used to hold back, stopping myself when it felt like I might be cumming hard enough to squirt. I was afraid it would be gross for my partner. About four years ago, I realized that life is too short to have anything less than full, real orgasms and vulnerable sex, even - perhaps especially if - it’s dirty, perverted, or taboo. These days, I let my orgasms roll through me freely. The result: a whole lot of gushing squirt.