I’ve been tagged by my friends to do the gummy challenge, where I have to ingest gummies for a month straight. Day 1, I talk about how I’m tempted to do it just to prove that I have god by my side, guiding me no matter what. Day 2, I consume a little bit too much and end up zoinked out of my mind. I have a mild existential crisis, discarding everything I believe in and the entire way I was raised to be a good Christian. Do I even want to shave anymore? Why does it feel so good to walk around bare footed? I am so zoinked that I strip down naked and stare at myself, in aw of how beautiful my body is and wondering why I ever cover it up. I eventually sober up and I’m even more confused than when I began… is this really the path that God wants me to take?