This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where I respond and assign tasks to your Questions and Confessions. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. I will try and respond to all submissions with a video that you can purchase on here. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #49 (no images in this clip, only audio): Nick Ball writes, “It has been a while since I have had a date, but I recently went out on a first date with a very attractive woman. We were in a restaurant and she kept steering the subject to gay sex and how hot she found it for two men to have sex. She asked if I found it hot and I told her no, no way, I am strictly heterosexual. She said that was a great disappointment because she only liked open-minded men who are willing to please by performing gay sex acts in front of their woman. I thought that was a bit odd, but I had been out of the dating scene for a while and I assumed that this was a new thing. I knew that Goddess of Destruction encouraged bi videos were all the rage, so I thought it must have something to do with that. She placed her stockinged foot in my crotch underneath the table and began to rub it against my penis as she told me how hot it would make her if I was fucked by a man in front of her. I told her I had never done anything like that before and she said "even better, a gay anal virgin is even hotter" and she began to rub my crotch more vigorously with her stockinged toes. She said "please say you’ll do it for me. I can see us having a great future together." I didn’t want to blow the date, I wanted to see her again and my penis was rock hard from the expert ministrations of her toes. I was trying desperately not to cum in my pants and I said maybe I would if that is what she really wanted. When the bill arrived, she said she had forgotten her card and would I be a sweetheart and settle the bill. Sure I said, wanting to look as suave as I could, but when I saw the astronomical figure, I got heart palpitations and questioned the waiter about whether there was an error on the bill. He said "no, sir, madam chose the most expensive bottle on the list." I hesitated a bit and looked at her a bit angrily, but she rubbed her toes against my crotch under the table with more urgency and I immediately settled the bill which was equivalent to three weeks; wages, but heck, she was worth it. It was a bit embarrassing leaving the restaurant with a boner sticking out of my pants and there were a few sniggers from other diners, but being with her made up for it. When we were outside, she said let’s go to a club. I said "great, what type of club?" She said one with lots of music and sexy dancing. This is going very well, I thought. Little did I know that she meant a strip club with male strippers dancing for a female audience. She led us to front row seats, "to be near the action", she said. OMG, I thought, but in for a penny in for a pound. I was the only male in the audience of raucous women. It was embarrassing watching naked men gyrate so close to me, but I knew she liked open-minded men, so I tried to act as unfazed as I could and I clapped, whistled and stamped my feet along with the majority of the female audience. Well things then took a turn for the worse as she beckoned a stripper called Bull Dong over and told him to sit astride me. He sat on my lap facing me and started ruffling my hair and caressing my face and then started to kiss me. The female audience was going wild, the noise of their whooping and hollering was deafening and I couldn’t think straight as he continued to kiss me. Cameras were flashing and I thought that if anyone at work ever sees any of these pictures, I would have to leave the state and get a new identity. Then Bull Dong got off my lap, put his pecs in my face and told me to lick his nipples and caress his muscles. I didn’t want to be a stick in the mud so I went along with it, as distasteful as it was to me. Bull Dong then turned around and put his ass in my face and told me to kiss and lick his bottom. When he was satisfied with my efforts, he turned around, slipped his thong to the side and put his Dong in my mouth, and believe me, I now knew where he got his name from.... (hear the rest on the clip) *** TheGoddessOfDestruction.com *** BriannaKelly.com *** Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Cock Worship, FemDom POV, Female Domination, Imposed Bi, Cum Eating Instructions, CEl, Blow Job Training, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Faggot, Mesmerize, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cuck, Cuckie, Cuckold, Cock Worship, Gay Humiliation, Humiliation Task, Homo