Master's instructions: I am allowed to play in any way possible that would possibly impress master. It can include things I like or things I do not like. I decide to include various aspects from our previous play sessions and let master decide from my reactions whether I enjoy them or not. I do answer and explain why each time. I indulge in various forms of pleasure and pain while denying myself orgasms, since I do not want to disobey master. I fear my desperation has grown stronger and I might lose one of these days!