You decide you aren't going to school today, you just feel sick with a fever and want to rest it off. The truth is, you've been getting bullied about how you've never kissed a girl before better yet had sex with one. Deep down, you feel embarrassed and ashamed and like you are a big loser who can't relate or compare with the football players and how they are always talking about what cheerleader they got with over the weekend. You can't even get a girl to look your way, and you feel like you want to hide every time they start talking about their hookups, you even want to hide when a girl looks your way, you just feel like even if you did get with one you wouldn't be able to please them and they would laugh at you. Your scared this would cause you to be even more embarrassed. Mommy knows you best, and you know that she does, but you wouldn't want to mention or acknowledge this out loud SO it has come to this.. You know your mom loves you and just wants you to have confident, despite the loser you feel like. You know she knows your NOT really sick.. and deep down, you are SO GLAD she has planted a seed of confidence so your self esteem will bring other females to you. Deep down you want to thank her, but know that some things are better left unsaid. You know now that you can always rely on mommy to make you feel all better no matter what the case might be... you know now, mommy truly loves you