Having learnt of your sins, and of how dark your religious path is becoming, there is no choice. Your case has left such an impression, that the priest agrees. It's scandalous that a good christian man, or what used to be a good christian man is now an avid worshiper of a satanic Goddess. There is no other choice.. you need your brain to be reprogrammed to be a good man. Some mental chastity will do. Maybe then.. maybe that will solve this big issue and you'll eventually stop craving the blasphemous, wicked essence of your sinful Goddess. Maybe you'll stop craving to betray your god for her. Maybe you'll stop aching for her to take over your cock. Maybe you'll stop wishing for her spit to poison you.. I'll swing my crystal back and forth, planning on solving your faith issue. IF you're a good christian, you know living in mental chastity is the right way to go. It should be.. But alas, you've been conditioned far too much by your blasphemous Goddess. So much that it looks like you've been hallucinating the whole time.. or maybe that's always been the plan since there mere beginning..