I know you want love and affection but let me explain to you why being single is a much better option. Besides your below average penis, no girl will ever do ass to mouth and anal with a man who can't get it hard enough to penetrate a butthole. Porn induced ED is a real thing and you're better off keeping it that way instead of trying and just getting laughed at. Save yourself the embarrassment and watch porn and masturbate. That's how you get sexual gratification as you like it. (While this video IS humiliating in nature, all of this is said in a matter of fact tone that is not meant to be mean and I am happily explaining to you why it is so much better to just stay single). NO JOI. Only encouragement to keep doing what you're doing and explore your own body without dealing with a woman laughing when you can't get hard for her!