This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. *** IN THIS EPISODE #54 Lee Mole writes, “Hi Goddess, I’ve always found myself addicted to cock, watching blowjobs and cumshots gets me hard and I cum to them. I convince myself though I’m straight as I like women and find them attractive, but when watching porn or one of your videos, I’m obsessed with the way a cock looks and even more so when they start to cum. I always think about what it’s like to taste it. But I can never bring myself to eat my own when follows cum eating instructions. I find myself to weak to go through with it. I’m really confused by it all. I love your videos though and always get hard when you call people a fag. I even bought a dildo out of confusion yet I haven’t opened it. Why? Do you think my obsession with cock and cumshots means I’m a fag? Or do you think I’m still straight if I can’t go through eating my own cum. Any help and guidance is much appreciated. ” Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Make Me Gay, Cock Worship, FemDom POV, Female Domination, Cuck, Cuckold, Imposed Bi, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Fag, Faggot, Mesmerize, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Cuck, Cuckie, Cuckold, Gay Humiliation, Humiliation Task, Homo, Cum Eating Instructions, CEI