This was a custom clip production: As a submissive I've never been into the traditional role I've had to play during sex. Meanwhile, I become frustrated because she wants me to be powerful and in control when I need the exact opposite to feel aroused. I badly need a strong dominant woman to take me by the hand and firmly lead me away from any notion of trying to pretend to be something I'm not. To have that self-control demonstrated to be a paper-thin illusion in the face of the submission and humiliation that truly turns me on. It's maybe natural that I'm obsessed with becoming a premature ejaculator. My deepest fantasy is for my sexual destruction to be approved of and encouraged by You. To be pulled into a spiral of shame and embarrassment that makes my humiliating wish come true.