And now that you're back, she wants to ensure that the training she put into her "toy," aka YOU, has been taught well and that the custom programming she developed for you has taken full effect. She has subconsciously retrained your brain to be addicted to the scent of cigarette smoke- since she knows how much you despise smoking. You've been rewired to be a complete and utter smoking slave of hers, and you'll do whatever it takes to get your fix, even if it means tasting the ashes and getting your tongue burned. Absolute bliss; she's going to smoke-torment you and you can't stop her. Experiencing the hot ashes as they are poured into your mouth, inhaling the pungent smoke billowing from her luscious lips, and being fully mesmerized by the sight of it all. There's nothing you can do about it because you're completely helpless under her spell; your brain is wired in such a way that you'll be compelled to inhale the overwhelmingly strong smell of smoke wafting from her mouth, and then again when you exhale, you'll beforced to inhale the same strong smell of smoke from her cigarette, preventing you from taking in as much clean air as possible. You're absolutely mesmerized by the way her mouth moves, and you have no choice but to worship the way she inhales deeply from her cigarette and blows smoke all over your face. You're just as much of an air purifier and ashtray for her as she is for you. How you long to see her take a deep drag in and be subjected to the full impact of her smoking addiction that you can taste in the ashes of her cigarette stick and lick in all the nicotine ashes left on her ashtray. Become lost in thought while she suckers down on that last bit of nicotine.