You clearly need to be berated and belittled in order to remember the goals you made. When you signed up for the life coach who looked the most friendly, you were not epecting her to actually hold you accountable and rip into you when you didn't match goals. She tells you to quit being worthless nd lazy and get off your ass and change. The only way you'll be allowed to cum will be as her words are rattling through your head, mocking you, until you reach your life goals. When you find yourself unable to feel a pleasureful release without the harsh verbage echoing in your mind, you'll be more motivated to stop stroking your cock and instead get moving on what you said you would do. Afterall, she has a retention and success rate you're bringing down. Enjoy knowing until you complete your resolutions that you'll be insulted and unable to jerk off to anything in peace.