It's natural for you to have these gay thoughts. You're a man. Your mind was automatically going to go there anyway. Considering the male culture of patriarchy, it is natural for you to think about sucking and fucking other men. Okay? That's exactly what you were created for—to be a cocksucker. And quite as it's kept, most men are faggots. Did you know that? Even if they're not fucking men actively, they still have homoerotic connections to males. So your thoughts and ideas about fucking and sucking are not as uncommon as you think. It was inevitable that you would reach a juncture where this (pussy), these (boobies), and this (ass) would no longer be sufficient. Or pussy wasn't going to be enough for you. And we're at that point, aren't we? You're starting to realize that your true purpose is to suck dick. You can't hide that anymore. You don't want to hide it anymore. You keep thinking about sucking fat dick.