You pathetic little man! You really pity yourself, don't you? You feel really sorry for yourself due to the pathetic nature of your personality and everything you are. When you look in the mirror, all you see is disappointment. It's ok, I'm disappointed in you too! But the time you feel most sorry for yourself, the time you pity yourself most, is when you're stroking your loser dick, isn't it? Because you stroke to HUMILIATION! That's when you're the most ashamed and embarrassed for being a beta loser. It's not just a fantasy, it's real! You like it so much because all the humiliation is true, and you're just a fucked up lil beta boy!