Mommy's Taboo Dependency

I didn't mean for my Son to overhear my private phone conversation with my therapist.. oh God that must have been so confusing for him to hear that his own Mom has impure thoughts about him.. I confronted him about it.. admitted I have a problem.. and stupidly invited him along to my next appointment.. of course he embarrassed me like all good sons do to their Mothers and.. after the session he looked at me in a way I've never seen him look at me before.. with this raw passion in his eyes.. he tried to kiss me but I stopped him because its not fair of him to tease me like that.. the feelings I have for him are real and I'd hate for him to pity fuck me.. but.. something tells me he secretly wants me, too.. all these years we quietly lusted after one another and neither of us had the guts to make the first move.. until now..