All you will know is blue balls, darling. You will edge yourself 30 times in a row this evening. I don't care how long it takes, you need to feel denial to your core. With each edge, your body will grow more and more frustrated. Until it peaks, then you will reach a point of bliss and meditational gooning. Cumming is too easy. You can jerk off in 10 minutes and cum. But that pleasure is only temporary. Taking yourself to that edge, 30 times, will ensure that you stay in that state of enjoyment for hours. You will not be able to cum regularly for weeks after this. With such intense blue balls, your cock will be unable to achieve an orgasm. It is the price you must pay for the denial I gift you.