All you fantasize about is being dicked down and the only reason it’s not happening is because you limit yourself, you think it’s possible to get all of the cock that you desire and still be in the closet? Get real, it’s already happening. Let the idea of you being dicked down consume you, grow, and eventually take over, shaping the way you live your life until one day you wake up and realize you’re the faggot you always wanted to be.