I've created that addiction which means I can reverse it. I really don't too but I will if you beg me for it. I've seen many cases like yours and I really can help. I promise you can trust me, I only have your best interest at heart. The only thing about quitting is that since it is your last time it must be the most painful, pleasurable and memorable session to date. You must get it all out of your system, like your last bender. Understood? Good. Get your wallet, lube and mind ready ;)