My boyfriend was telling me that I am stupid and stupid that he should leave me and when I heard all the horrible things he said to me I just started crying. He loves seeing me cry. He had always told me that that turned him on and that he loved making me cry so I would cry more. strong because I deserved to feel sad and miserable so much that without him I couldn't live, because I'm stupid and foolish and I just have to let him humiliate me every day because I'm no good for anything else.