I am putting you under a DRY SPELL. No cumming, no sex, no pleasure, no release.... NOTHING. I control when and if you ever get those things. You've learned to overcome the agony of that, and now you seem to enjoy the complete denial..for the most part. Times come when your male instincts really kick in.... aching and throbbing for that release. That pleasure. But you quickly remember that pleasing Carmella is most important. Obeying her is priority. However, it's really not like you have a choice in this situation... your under something supernatural and out of your control!