You need to give up hope of ever losing your virginity. I have a news flash for you, women are repulsed by what a loser you are. This is a fact of life you cannot fix. Pussy will never be for you. I don't care how smart or charming you are, deep down, you are a pathetic fuck nut. Women can sense this too. Just when a date goes well and you think you are going to have sex, she is going to leave you with blue balls and your virginity intact. The only sex life you will have is with your hand. Get used to it. Pussy is not for you.