You love giving in to me. But your problem is that once you get started, you just want to keep giving in further than you're allowed. Because Goddess likes to deny her slaves and as badly as you want to please me, this is one aspect of servitude that you really struggle with. I know I'm devastatingly sexy and it can rapidly destroy all ability to resist. You have to understand: When you cum without permission, you're not giving in to me. You're giving in to yourself and your own weak, male urges. You need to reframe the way you think about pleasing me and learn to push past the point of giving in... Only then can you learn the true submissive pleasure that lies on the other side.