Step-Mommy is disappointed in you. Did you really think you could go out and date like a normal man? Forget about it, it's not worth the trouble and embarrassment... for both you and the woman. You'd have to come out and admit to her about your addiction. You'd have to be honest about your truth, the truth is that all you'll ever actually need is right here with Step-mommy Helen. So get it out of your silly little head. You won't get any real relationship or intimacy with a woman. Stop running away from your truth. You need Me to get hard, to spend your money and get you on a high. She will never compete or compare to My power over you. Give it up.