This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where you write in and submit your Questions and Confessions, and I respond by posting a clip on this site, and in that clip assign you a task. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images for me to review. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. IN THIS EPISODE #58 - Jake Steed. writes, “First of all, I am and was raised a very masculine guy. I workout and I’m in the gym a lot. Just for reference, I bench press 315lbs. And have very rigid training regime. I am also very educated. I have earned two master degrees and I guess you could say I’m the all-American kinda guy. That is, except for my submissive cravings.I started out very dominant, but my eyes have been opened to this new mindset. It has further been in development by watching videos and experimenting. I started with a simple prostrate toy. Using lube around the toy and then using it around my super tight asshole. At first, it wouldn’t go in. I got frustrated and gave up. But then, I realized what I was becoming: a submissive beta sissy (started doing research on why I felt this way). It was like I was reborn! I realized my calling was for one day to have my asshole completely owned, opened, and destroyed. I want it to be you, my Queen and Goddess. Your confidence makes me hunger for it, yet part of me is afraid. I need encouragement and - if necessary- scolding. Don’t allowed me to break! Ok, so back to my prostrate toy. I just knew it had to go in, so one night I lubed it all up and then lubed up my tight virgin asshole with olive oil. Slowly, I put the tip against the ring protecting my asshole. I pulled back my legs and held my breath and pushing using my stomach muscles, so that my asshole assumed it needed to be opened. Omgosh the toy went all the way inside! I basically fooled my asshole and now there was no turning back! The toy is designed to be angled to push up behind my balls while deep inside. I rocked back and forth, spreading my legs and feeling that fullness deep inside my aching asshole. The pressure in my prostrate grew, as did the heaviness in my balls. This was going to be a huge load! And it was. The way my mind is programmed now - I wish that load would’ve been deep inside my ass. My question is will you please help me to destroy my ass? It is still relatively tight, but I am willing to follow through with anything you direct me. ANYTHING :). And I will give you pics for proof. Also, this weekend, I bought cute lingerie panties that I’d like to wear for u, too! ;) a few different colors…red/blue/black.Jake xoxo” Keywords: Make Me Bi, Encouraged Bi, Bisexual Encouragement, Bi Encouragement, Gay Encouragement, Encouraged Gay, Make Me Gay, Cuck, Cuckold, Imposed Bi, Mind Fucking, Mind Fuck, Fag, Faggot, Imposed Gay, Gay Programming, Gay Humiliation, Humiliation Task, Homo, Anal Masturbation, Prostate Massage, Sissy Training, Sissy Slut, Sissy Fetish, Sissification, Feminization, Bimbo, Bimbofication. ***NOTE: All performers are AI generated and not real performers.