No, it doesn't needs to be the biggest dildo always. My dildos, named Otto and Destroyer nearly indeed destroying my pussy. But there are a few dildos from my collection that I particularly like very much and use them often because they are realing feeling good inside me and giving my the pleasure I need. This is one of them - this isn't my biggest, but it's one of the larger ones in my dildo family and one of my favs. Have fun while watching, I definately had it when filming