Dear diary I love to sin, this is my vein I am an uncontrollable men when it comes to be seduced by mysterious powerful women like me. Every time I feel powerless I will start writing in my diary everything I feel in the presence of the Woman who holds the lock and key to my happiness and freedom, she controls my life, she knows my vulnerabilities and she play me as she pleases. She knows that my weaknesses for spit smoking and edging will make me easy prey in her hands, I choose to be helpless and let myself be carried by her sacred word. In the goddess Ellyah I trust