I want you to ruin your orgasm for me. You're going to go into this jerk session knowing you'll be sacrificing your orgasm for me. Ejaculation without orgasm because your mistress finds taking your orgasm away much more enjoyable than giving you pleasure. That's exactly what I'll do, and you are only too happy to obey me. Stroke your cock hard, get it right to the edge, then stop right at the point of no return.