There's always been a hallow emptiness within you. You try to fill it, and you always fail at feeling fulfilled and whole. Your manhood is missing something, but it's been this way since the very beginning. You just simply "lack" and you try to fill that void with all of the wrong things! I am what feels best. I am what fulfills all of those desires and urges. I am what gives you purpose, when everything else has failed you. I am the only thing that fills that void within!