Trying to take big drags coughing & how I deal with craving. It’s not easy dealing with cravings, considering I’ve been smoking exclusively on camera—never in my day-to-day life, a compromise I’ve made with myself. In this video, I also try to take big, deep drags of my Marlboro cigarette, and fail somewhat miserably, coughing like a lunatic! I hate that my lungs are not what they used to be… Maybe I should smoke more? Help me make up my mind! x