How pathetic. You will goon and stroke no matter what even though you know you won't get anything out of it. You get so weak and horny that you can't stop it, you just have to goon. You will be denied. There is no question in that. Yet you just keep going. Knowing I'll say no and you'll take your hand away and your balls will ache with how full they are. And you'll do it again and again and again until I say otherwise.