At this point, Utmost Restraint knows me pretty well. Yes, we have played together on many lovely occasions, but also, he pays attention. He knows that orgasms in general - and vibrators specifically - are strong motivational tools for me. He wanted to give me the lived experience of knowing - truly knowing - that I am able to go without breath for much longer than I previously thought. Thus, I am rewarded with the vibrator on my greedy clit as long as I simply give up my right to breathe. Naturally, he is there to encourage me every step of the way ;) Given that my head is hanging off the edge of the table, my squirmy body is on display! Even though I am tightly zip-tied to the frame, I certainly find room to wiggle!